Dosti

Dosto,

First of all...some lines for all of u...

Ahsaan mere dil pe tumhara hain dosto
yeh dil tumhare pyar ka maara hain dosto...
yaaro ne mere vaste kya kuch nahin kiya ..
sau baar shukriya are sau bar sukriya..


Bass aaj mann kiya to socha blog start karte hain....aur sabse pehla kaam dhanyawad dene ka kiya jaaye...

Dosti ...yeh word bda hi filmi lagta hian bt...feelings badi zabardast aati hain agar koi accha dost mil jaye life main ..dost jo jisko app jee bhar k gaaliya de sako ..ya kahe to apni frustration nikal sako ...aur woh bhi aap ko kuch bhi keh sake ..ya bole to bolne se pehle sochna na pade ...kuch bhi ho accha ya bura ...sab share karne ka mann kare..aise dost shayad school-college tak hi..woh zazba reh paata hain ,,,baad main to shaadi, career ...phir job..kahan kisi k paas time reh gaya hain. lekin dosto ka jahan tak sawal main bhot lucky raha hoo...bachpan main ek friend thi ..when i was in 1st name S..woh hamesha meri care karti thi...pata nahin kyun shayd jab se usne mujhe ek stage show main dance karte dekha tab se..haan bt woh mujhe roj school k baad apne naana k shop pe le jaati aur wahan ham kabhi kuch khate aur kabhi kuch..bt mujhe fifth k baad hi school change karna pada aur hamari kahani wohin khatam ho gayi...main use kuch kehna chahta tha bt kya, yeh mujhe bhi nahin pta tha . nd after long time in ninth , main jaise hi ghar pahucha to she was in my drawing room with my maa and maa's friend ..she was sunita's massi ..her maasi was getting married...bt me i could nt react...i just enter in room nd asked maa for food nd start eating infront of them without talking with her..that time I was thinking ..why i m doing that..bt sochte sochte woh chali gayi shayd ussne kaha tha ki tum bhi aana ...bt i was in thought "deep nd useless thought"..
even i did not go in that marriage too...in 12th i was in bad company...we used to do tease gals in front of gals college nd once i saw her, she also did bt again i could nt say any thing even i have tried a lot ..nd after some years I have heard that she got married ..bt still i can't decide k wht i wanted to say ...was it something for friendship or to share our past or share some things about school time...bt there was some thing..was it dosti..or some thing else..


baki main aur bhi bahut se baate share karunga ..jald hi ...ek chote se break k baad..

bye and take care

shubh samay
Mann